Saturday, January 9, 2010

Impossible Girl - 32

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Why the hell would you want to join the mile high club? She bashed her elbow against the lock on the door for the third time. Be like f#$%ing in a sardine tin. A final dab of black under her eye. Under these circumstances it would do. She was ready.

An amused business man hits the wall of paparazzi ahead of her. He keeps glancing back at her, obviously wondering what the fuss is about. IGirl follows the path he has carved through the lenses. Camera’s flash. Someone from the Airline is saying that they need to move aside, they still have three hundred people to get off the plane.

Questions fire along with the flashes.
‘You’re back’.
‘What is it with you and Japanese Fashion Week?’
‘Will you see Mark Snashell while you’re here?’

‘Yes, I’m back’, IGirl forces her lips into a half smile. She would answer their questions on her way to the exit where a car is apparently waiting. The airline would deliver her luggage to the hotel.

She kept her gait slow enough to signal encouragement. This was a business trip after all.

‘I love this event. It’s never afraid to take risks and it does it so courteously.’

‘And Mark? Will you see Mark Snashell while you’re here?’

That question again. It wasn’t so much difficult as it was dull. To IGirl anyway, obviously to other people it was fascinating.

She reinstates her smile. A photo of her irritated frown would probably be twisted into a moment of emotional turmoil at the mention of Mark’s name.

‘If Mark’s here, I’m sure I will see him.’

‘Is it true you’ve broken up with Rowan Bark?’ Another question she expected but still hurts. And it’s served up within the auspice of truth.

‘I don’t know what the truth is but I don’t think it’s that.’

Not a single question or comment about the collection. She had to use every ounce of mental energy she had left to swallow her contempt. It wasn’t their job after all. And Roly was right, this hype sold more frocks than a dozen good reviews.

She would be interviewed by ‘real’ fashion journalists later in the week. A prospect which always terrified her. If the paparazzi were vultures the fashion media were tigers, flashing you their beautiful coat one minute, tearing you apart the next.

The dozen or so photographers and ‘reporters’ that had met her at her gate were still tailing her but the camera’s had eased off and no one was bothering to question her anymore.

She was envisioning that long hot bath and congratulating herself on the way she had handled the paparazzi when she saw him. Through the exit doors, casually leaning against the waiting SUV. He smiled and raised his hand in a wave.

The clicks and flashes whirred into a new found frenzy. She was almost knocked off her platform heels by a photographer eager to get a close up of the moment.

F#$%ing Mark. It was just like him to pull a stunt like this.
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Sunday, January 3, 2010

Studio IMP - 10

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IMP Studio visit Part 3 Photos by Arthorse Jo - Jo Chang- creative documenter extraodinaire -http://www.chasearthorse.blogspot.com/
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Sunday, December 20, 2009

Impossible Girl - 31

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IGirl woke with a crick in her neck, even business class recliners were crap to sleep in. She couldn’t wait to get to her hotel room and soak in a long hot bath. The stewardess brought her a bloody mary and the colour of it reminded her of how deeply she’d drunk from Rowan the night before. She pushed it from her mind, she might have to go weeks now.

She fired up her laptop, there was paparazzi at Tokyo airport. Roly would be pleased. To Roly paparazzi equalled photos, equalled magazine exposure, equalled sales. IGirl knew he was right but after a twelve hour flight she couldn’t find the mind set. She was too tired to put on a show.

IGirl had worn her hair in the bones onto the plane in Sydney and all she got was snide comments and amateurs with I-phones. She felt embarrassed, a ‘poser’ as a passing someone had put it. As soon as she got on board she’d pull them out. Her hair was a mess. Later on, when she’d had time to clean up, she would secure the IGirl illusion back in place and go court them. If they would have her back.

She'd burned bridges when the interest in the IGirl phenomena had stalked beyond the fashion shows and the Rowan Bark gigs and zoomed into their apartment with a telephoto lens. She couldn’t handle the microscope then. She didn’t know what it would see.

IGirl had needed time off, to lie low and learn to live again… with Rowan and … it. IGirl had avoided most of the winter fashion season, letting Roly take responsibility for launching the last collection. It wasn’t as successful and of course Roly blamed her absence for this.

Now Tokyo city and Japanese Fashion Week loomed large again in front of her. Tokyo had been so good to her. IGirl hoped her re-entry would be as welcome as the plane’s landing.

The early release pieces were getting good press. But according to Roly it was way too early to rest on her laurels. She needed to get out and work the scene again. It wasn’t enough to design the frocks, she had to wear the skull and bones, she had to be the brand, be the bad girl.

‘Celebrity designer’, she resented the label. When she was working every line, every cut, every seam obsessed her. None of the money or the acclaim mattered, she just wanted to make something beautiful. But now that the season’s designs were complete IGirl new she did want it. She always had.
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Monday, December 14, 2009

Sketchbook - 18

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More sketchbook because we haven't had time to do anything else but scribble in biro...
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Monday, November 30, 2009

Sketchbook - 17

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

Sketchbook - 16

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Saturday, November 7, 2009

Impossible Girl - 30

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I can’t be responsible for your guilt
Conversation #IG (IGirl) RB (Rowan Bark)

RB: I can’t be responsible for your guilt..
IG: You can’t be responsible for anything but your own comfort..
RB: Is my love not good enough for you?
IG: F*#$ Rowan I just drugged and bled a kid…
RB: You did what you had to do.
IG: Why can’t you be here for me?
RB: Do you want me to go and check the kid’s still breathing?
IG: NO. God why don’t you get it.
RB: I do get it. There’s just nothing I can do about it.
IG: Mr cool calm and f*cking conscience free…
RB: Don’t take this out on me.
IG: I just want you to share it.
RB: I’m not going to crucify myself every time I need to feed.
IG: What are you going to do?
RB: I’m not a bad person.
IG: We don’t know what the f*#$ we are.
RB: We know as much as anyone..


It’s business time
Conversation #IG (IGirl) Roly

IG: It’s not what I want.
Roly: What you want is unaffordable
IG: What’s the point then? I may as well do a range for Target.
Roly: I thought I was the princess in this partnership.
IG: You are.. I’m the Queen.
Roly: Ha ha.. your royal highness needs to keep it real.
IG: The reality of that dress is the flow of the fabric.
Roly: You can’t run a business without a profit margin.
IG: Well charge more. Treat it as a signature piece rather than a rack piece.
Roly: Someone will just rip it off.. we may as well give it away..
IG: I want to create beauty…
Roly: Oh get off the stool..
IG: It’s my vision that makes this business Roly..
Roly: Alright, maybe we can do signature piece and a rack version, make you happy?
IG: Yes
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